THOUGHTS OUT LOUD

I came here in Dublin to get something new, to change my life and myself.
I thought my problem was my life, i felt narrow in my city, with all the same things to do, always the same people.
I wanted to open my mind in the real world, cause i known that my city is a big town with a lot of pettiness.
now, after 4 months, I can say I know a different world, with different people and different cultures. and I definitely I love that.
In spite of it, I also know that I could go everywhere but I can't runaway from myself. the problem is not my city (not only..), the problem is in my mind.
I don't really know what will happen in my future. I must talk with my parents first of all.
the only thing I know is that I don't want to die without try to have a great life. I don't want to have remorses or regrets in my life.
I admire my parents, they are the best people all over the world for me, I know how many sacrifices have done for me, but I want to do my best to have more satisfactions in my life, for me and for them.
nowadays there is a crappy situation all over the world,the problem is always the same: moneymoneymoney!!
but I'm a free man, I'm free to choose my future in the best way. I have to try. if you don't try you'll never know.

Folks, I know that all of you think that I have to give up with the beer!!!
It's just my thought now, maybe cause this morning my teacher asked my what is my plan for the future and after some hesitation I answered him: "Keep alive!" :D

after this paranoia, I want to tell you a good news: from next Monday I'm going to the Advance class!!! Go Ahead guy!!

See ya